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i'm losing it again. losing control. things aren't making sense. intellect failing me, failure lurking in the shadows. i'm (imagining?) opportunities swish past. i'm not posting letters, nor ordering business cards, nor fighting for my rights or my money; i'm waiting for some sign from the heavens maybe. no signs yet and a steep drop off a high cliff is approaching me. sometimes at breakneck speed, sometimes more subtle, but it is inexorable. and there are trivialities to distract me on the way. i welcome them, but unfaithful are they. i detest them and embrace them. i seek assurance, but do not trust it; i have ideals/idols, and they are crumbling. i am crippled with doubt and cannot face myself.
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Please don’t worry. I am sure that we shall shower you with such paltry profundity as will turn your erstwhile troubles into mere trifles. To fulfill my part with an inane advice, I proffer you the following.
You have me convinced. Your best option is to give up and slip off of that cliff of yours:)
Regards,
WineGod
(do you know hindi?)
tu gand mara le.
and yes - :-)
love
wogdine
Clever??? No. No. NO. ‘Sophomoric’ would be more in keeping with my writing. ‘Agrammatist’ would have been apt.
I have not had the pleasure of consorting with Hindi. Alas! And since the online dictionaries I found were so tedious, I have to beg your favor in translating your kind response.
I hope you said something nice - like 'go fuck yourself.'
Regards,
Winegod
PS. I have commented a sum total of four times in blogger land. So far, you have somehow managed to respond to three. What more, you were quite flattering on the first two. I rest confident that your pleasantry Hindi line is favorable to me.
don't you have any little friends with whom to go out and play? stop obsessing about me already; go enjoy crystal lake, or wherever it is that you're this bored in.
yeh kyaa kich-kich laga rakkha hai tere fans ne yaar.... you and inky should turn off anonymous commenting.
laiken.
Peace
handful of hell, i'm hurt at your accusation of lambasting. it isn't something you'll find on my blog in general. your friend went out of his way to provoke me, and yep, succeeded.
on reflection, i seem to be in a rather emotional frame of mind these days. oh well.
The best advice you need is "shut up, and go get your shit together"
Winegod just found a nicer way to say this.
But go on, be a cranky child and flame away or whatever.