quick catchup

i've lost weight
i'm losing my cooking skills
i'm still losing hair
i think i'm gaining a friend, quite precious
i'm almost bipolar
i'm horny (again)
ex-puppy-eyes is still very hot, especially with the new stubble; he may be an international spy, or married.
i like my job
i like my flatmates
i finally realised that they are aware i'm far from perfect
i might just actually be in charge of all this shit